Monday, March 8, 2010

GOLD!

Hi. My name is Kim and I'm a girl. With this comes random mood swings and spurts of crying. I can't help this and it's best for you to just stay quiet, nod and slowly back away.

My whole house has the flu. I've said this before, If throwing up was an Olympic sport, I would take home the gold. I've always been on the sick side and my fear of needles prevents me from ever trying to figure out why I'm always sick. Catch 22.

The worst part is I get weepy when I'm sick. I hate feeling helpless. HATE it. So today has been filled with lots of sleeping and reading. J got me Starbucks to help, and it did just that.

Now I'm on here trying to figure out what to write about. Me being a bitch is always on my mind. Haha. I've spent the last few days catching up with people I knew in High School. One was an old boyfriend. We talked about me and how I've never molded to what anyone wants. A few great quotes from the conversation......."Yeah, a few of my friends didn't like you, mostly because you told it like it was, no one likes to hear everything the exact way people think it" and "Do you remember who you are? Did you tell him to shove it? That's what the old you would have done". Glad to know I haven't changed in 10 years.

I will write more on this topic later because it fires me up, but if I could pick one thing that I NEVER want to be, that would be a doormat. I am who I am and I think everyone should be. I don't think I'm a downright mean person, but I will never tell you what you want to hear just because you want to hear it. Move on to the next person if that's what you want from me. But on the good side....I tell some REALLY great jokes!

2 comments:

mommymichael said...

i dunno. with all the boat crap that's been happening I don't think you've quite told it how it was. even though you probably should have.

but that's the way it is with the boat. don't want to start dram for the boys, but don't want to have dirt kicked in our faces either. what to do? it's not that you're a door mat, just trying to take the higher road?

KK said...

It's so different when it comes to the boat. That's not normal life. The boat likes to play God and gets involved with things when they shouldn't, so it's best to keep your mouth shut. I'm not a doormat when it comes to it, I just play nice and move on. That is the one place taht my life can't be MY life, and I think it's dumb.